| so much........ |
[Dec. 24th, 2005|01:51 pm] |
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| | Voices of Mtv. Ryan Cabbrera | ] |
has happened in the last week.. too much to type.. i guess i should find time other than once a week to post.. but that is all i can do for now.... so this weekend was crazy... friday night i dreaded goin into work as always..cause i hate it with a burning passion.....i mean really... i cannot stand it at all.. i really hope i get a job at urban outfitters.. oh that would be lovely... anyways back to fri night.. i worked like usual.. and it sucked like usual.....but then something happened.. something very unexpected.... my ex boyfriend from highshool... whom i was madly in love with .. and my ex best friend came to Fridays.. as they approached the door.. i looked up and our eyes locked.. i thought i would pass out.. my heart and stomach dropped along with my face.. i didn't know what to do.. so u might be sitting there thinking.. oh she is overly dramatic.. and this is not a big deal.. but if u knew the story then u would definitely understaND WHAT I MEAN.. my ex was the ultimate love in my life... the only one and true love i have ever had.. and it was very real.. he was the first boy i ever really cared about..and it started in 8th grade. and we dated from my sophomore year til my senior... His name is Michael.....
meanwhile... the guy who was with him was named Braden .. and they used to hate each other...he was my best friend throughout highschool.. we were like peas and carrots.. we did everything together and he had the best sense of humor.. we just clicked.. it was some of the best times of my life. And how could such friendship be destroyed u may wonder... well it all started when he began to hang out with this girl who was the biggest piece of trash in my town.. she was a floozy. I mean really.. she did drugs and had sex with almost everyone in my town.. i warned him not to date her..or to hang out with her.. but he did.. long story short they ended up eloping at the court house.. how lame.. and unromantic.... so he never ever talked to me again.. cause she would threaten/harrass me...she took control of his life and he let her........there was nothing i could do.. but they had the worst marriage.. and i knew it... so did everyone else... well i didn't talk to him for 2 years.. and then friday night he comes into my work.. and he says " i didn't know u worked here" I WAS pretty sick to my stomach.. ... but i talked to them both ... and it was nice... I asked Braden how life was.. and he replied .. "oh it's alright..i got married... bought a house... got a divorce." and i said "what!? Congratulations! I mean is that ok to say?" and he said "of course." So that was great news.......
after i got cut at work i went up to the bar and sat with them for about two hours.. and talked... come to find out.. the whole reason he came there was to visit me... he told me he had planned on doing it.. and that he wanted to talk to me for so long but he didn't know how..and that he was afraid to... uhmm wow.... he wants me to cut/color his hair at my school and took my number... and they both said we should ALL hang out...I dont know what is to come.. but i know it's going to be crazy.. and who knows .. maybe we won't hang out.. but i am happy for him... i prayed he would finally get the courage to do what was best for himself....
i wish i was a better story teller
Saturday was weird.. i went to see elizabeth town with my best girl Amanda Nutter.. and SUmish SUntha .. and Leah.. it was super fun and i loved it.. so adorable a precious.. and then i went to Fenton to visit my friend abi at work...and MICAH and STEVEn Were therE! it was absolutely awesum .. we took abi's break with her... and went to the gas station.. i just love abi.. i wish i could spend all the time in the world with her.. anyways so i left there with them and went back to stevens... and sat online for most of the evening .. ate some apple pie and chicken... and we went to steak n shake to visit one of micah's friend... and that was alright.. then we went back to steven's i really wanted to stay at rachel's.. but that didn't happen.. so i rode back to scotty's and fell asleep there and woke up at 4 am.. and drove to my apt.. and ran up to the door only to find that the deadbolt was spinning.. and totally broken. None of my roommates were home so that sucked... i waited outside for a long time.. it's definitely not summer anymore... and by that i mean.. FReezing cold... finaly at 5:15 i got in....after he drilled thru the deadbolt.. that sUCKEd... i cozied up into my bed.....needless to say i didn't make it to church with adam the next day.. i slept til 11
hopefully some of u didn't fall asleep trying to read this
this weekend is goign to be amazing.. im goign to the sophomore halloween party with nutter.. and my friend KIM from ste. gen yaya |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 10th, 2005|02:34 am] |
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| [ | music |
| | Coldplay | ] |
i went to california to visit my ally for 7 days.... it was spectacular... please look at my pictures at that site.. photobucket is no longer cooperating with me... so there ;) i love you
http://jordanabanana.yafro.com/ |
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| woo.. |
[Oct. 17th, 2005|12:53 pm] |
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| | indescribable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jason Mraz | ] |
so here's the deal.. i haven't updated in quite some time.. and i figure that most people wonder if i exist.. well livejournally that is.. and i really don't...until now.. imm back.. and im going to try to make a point at writing in this thing like once a week.. that would be rad.. so what's going on in my life..
i hate fridays..... and hopefully to save my life i won't be working there much longer.. although i will miss my family there.. im sure i can come back and visit.. i hope i get a job at urban outfitters.. cause i believe that will make me a much happier person. at least i won't want to die everytime i go to work.. blah... hosting is just emotionally draining.. greeting everyone that walks in.. being like a robot.. although im not always like that... most of the time i want the throw menus at the other idiots that work there.. ok im getting hostile... that's the point.. a lot of the people there are so amazing though....
My 21st birthday is less than a month aaway.. i can't wait.... it's going to be so weird though... i Live in st. louis now.. for like almost two months.. and that's incredible.. i can't really express how amazing it is... to drive home from my friends and be there in like 10/15 minutes.. THank you GOd.. life is good....on the other hand.. i recently have had a few traumatic experiences.. none of which are worth explaining.. but i also made a decision to quit all my nasty addictions.. none of which are worth explaining... ha....I am excited to hang out with all my friends who are in town now.... i missed adam and charlie and britton.. and they make me happy.. Of course since i moved here.. it seems like everyone left ... but they are coming back now... and Scott is in town today.. so hopefully we will have a group hang and ill get to see him and a few others... I miss angie though... i figured once i moved here i would see her a lot more.. but it seems like we hang out even less than we did when i live in columbia.. since i came home like every weekend back then.. i just wish i could hang out with her... :( angie i miss you .. please hang out with me.. i always feel like im competeing..i hate that..... i recently saw the movie waiting.. it was interesting.. some realy funny parts.. but some really disgusting ones as well.. i want to see a chic flic.. im just a hopeless romantic....
i miss micah and rachel....
Winter is around the corner and so is Christmas.. and u know what that means...
I leave Nov. 29-Dec 6 for California.. to visit my good lover Allycat.. i can't wait... it will be amazing to get away... .....4 dolla make u holla
This weekend was crazy interesting.. friday night i went home to visit my family and it was my high school's homecoming so i got to see a lot of peeps from my classs. it was kinda neat o.. i was at my friend chad's house.. his family moved into my subdivision so i walked to his house.. and then we rode out ot my friend ambers house.. by that time i had drank a whole bottle of wine.. and started on my beer.. all within an hour.. so i got pretty drunk pretty fast.. i talked on my phone for quite sometime.. and got in the hot tub with everyone til like 2:30 am.. apparently i fell asleep for about 2 hours.. while the rest of them went to taco bell and wal mart.. they came back and picked me up and i got home at about 5 am... woo.. that was a crazy night..
Sat. Night i worked.. and then went to hang out with ben wade.. we watched some movie called the machinist... that was insane.... i fell asleep though .. i always fall asleep apparently...
Yesterday i went to church came home ate... tanned.. took a shower and went to joey ofarrels... and had some chilli and like 4:30.. then i went to adam's house and we rode to pops together for the Bled.. underoath veda and THrice.. that was a good time.. i saw lots of peeps.. it's weird now though cause we all used to be like a tightly nit group it seems.. everyone has gone their separate ways kinda.. but we all still mend together.. then afterwards a bunch of us went to steak n shake .. and then adam drove me to his house.. i got home at like 1:45 am... i had lots of fun though... |
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| Update .. finally |
[Jun. 18th, 2005|01:37 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | Kelly Clarkson-Behind these hazel eyes | ] |
A real life update..
so yeah i have been working at Fridays for like a month now and they work the crap out of me but luckily this week i gave away two of my shifts which was amazing.. cause i had a lot of hang out time this week.. it was beautiful.. and believe u me.. i used it up .. i went to laumeier sculpture park this week and layed in the grass.. that was lovely and i wouldn't have had time to do that if i had been working as much Hallelujah... Thank you God.. i love him
so yeah i have been hanging out with Scotty, Micah, and Steven and Chris..... This is one thing i am thankful for (Fridays) brought me to them... but yeah they are hillarious boys... i went to see Batman with thtem the other night.. it was funtimes.. i only fell asleep a few times.. haha.. i was just so drained...
Yesterday I left school at like 3:15 or something because i hadn't eaten lunch and there was no reason for me to leave for half an hour and then came back for like 45 minutes to just sit so i could clock out again.. so i met micah and chris at taco bell and then we went to burger king... and then me and chris went to scotty's and drove around with him while he ran errands.... and then i left .. and drove straight to farmington for the losers luck/bi level/westcott show.. oh it was so fun.. i miss everyone of them so much.. they all playyed really well.. but the sound was bad..... oh well.. i had a great time.. charlie cracks me up ... and they all did a closing hardcorish performance when westcott played manhattan.. very funny indeed... since wc and ll went on tour this past week together .. they are all like in love with one another.. its pretty much adorable i think :) it made me smile.. but yeah so everyone was going to steak n shake afterwards.. and well i went to my car while they were loading up and i drove and sat in the parking lot of steak n shake to wait for them.. and decided i would rest my eyes.. so i fell asleep but luckily only for 30 minutes.. i woke up and they were all inside.. so i just stumbled in.. and when i did.. they all started clapping for me and yelling oh Jordana is here.. haha and then they started singing happpy birthday to me.. i was kinda delirious at that point from sleeping.. so i had no idea what was going on.. and yeah so everyone after that started telling me happy birthday .. itwas amazing.. if only i had been awake to realize what was happening.. i miss those people... the group... but yeah .. hopefully ill get to still hang out with them a lot.. so yeah i have to work 5-12:30 tonight.. that is going to suck butt.....
I love you all..... |
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| MAry jane |
[Jun. 14th, 2005|12:25 am] |
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| | crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gavin Degraw | ] |
i like this boy named scotty..
i had a very exciting weekend.. i worked a lot.... what is new......i hung out with micah.. and i cut his hair... i love him
steven is complicating things for me
i have no life except for school and work
on the bright side i got off work on friday so i can go see loser's luck in Farmtown.. OH JOY oh joy.. what a great time that will be.. i can't wait at all
i love me some boys in toys
Someone please go see Lords of Dogtown this week wiht me.. i think it will be possible because i am off a lot more than usual....oh Fab
i miss you angie.... call me i have SO much beaucoup de la things to tell u |
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| here's how it goes |
[May. 16th, 2005|03:25 pm] |
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| | peaceful | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Hanson-Underneath | ] |
Friday... went to the show in parkhills with angie and we had fun.. it rained.. we went to steak n shake.. ben drew a picture of me.. it is lovely... we went back to my house....
had a sleep over.. watched garden state.. went to the gas station the next day.. i took them back to stl.... i saw charlie britton and friends for a momENT.. and then i went to angies.. ate quesadillas... went to best buy went to Bart's friend's house.. drank redbull watched them SNOWboard in the front yard.... then went to dierbergs and then to the mills... saw kicking and screaming.. mark stuesse was there.. rob muriel.. ben wade.. joe hermann.. mattcott.. et blonde girl... and uhmm some other peeps i dont know.. left there..
meangierobmark went to steak n shake.. NIGHT Two .. hhaha and i ate their pineapple.. we had a grand ole time talking on each other's cell phones.. taking pictures.. etc... we took a lot of pics this weekend.. and i expect to see SOME OF THEM ANGIELA...
then i drove home.....and got there at 3:30 am.. good times.. SO MUCH fun
sunday .. i woke up took a shower.. made a card for my best friend.. went to her graduation party.. that was sOOOOO MUCH Fun.. i miss her .. and i forgot how much i missed her.. .. it seriously was one of my best weekends.. IN A LONG ASS time... i love kim.. and her friend angie.. i can't wait to move in with her.. yay... so yeah.. what else happened.. i got to see my sis Jessy for the first time in two weeks..OMG.. how i have missed her soo much.. she is a peach.. so anyways.. yeaaaaya...
today i got a hepatitus shot.. for my new Job.. at TGI FRIdAYS... COME visit me ON LINDBERGH....so yeah i prolly won't have much of a life anymore......but that is great news causei will have some money.. i can't wait to have SOME money... :)
in other news.. i go back to school tomorrow..
oh happy weekend.. thank u angie/sister/kim for making it spectacular..
Also .. the weather is beautiful AMEN .. Thank you God |
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| To see thee more clearly |
[Apr. 18th, 2005|08:30 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Relient K | ] |
I love my friends.. but at the same time i feel lonely and sad...
I am sad that loser's luck is leaving again...their show was so great..
I am not going to talk to adam for a week and see how that goes.. ugh.... and that is going to make me even sadder..
today i listened to the starting line like all day long... that didn't help..
I have a test tomorrow over foot diseases and manicures and pedicures.. Oh boy.. i should prolly study before i go to bed..
THursday i am going to see Maroon 5/phantom planet/the thrills with angela.... i am pretty pumped for that.. i honestly cannot wait.. :)
In other news.. i hung out with Daniel this weekend...aka HAWAII.. he is so adorable.. he picked little flower petals out of my hair after shaking them out of the tree.. he also took pictures of me for his photography class.. he is amazine .. and so nice.. we ate at the pasta house with aaron ellis and cindy.... he cracks me up .. and cindy is nice.. it was cool...
I then went to grants and watched rules of attraction.... kind of an artsy movie.. but it sucked and it made me want to crawl in a hole and die.. if u can avoid watching it.... Do urself the favor :) |
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| All my knuckles have turned to white.. there's no turning back tonite.. kiss me one last time |
[Apr. 13th, 2005|12:09 am] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | Underoath-- | ] |
cosmetology school=fun and enjoyable..
although i hate driving up every tues-friday morning at 7:20 am.. yeah that sucks guys.. that's right it does SUCK.. and i need a subleasre.. so find me one
or i need a temporary house in stl.. who wants me to live with them?? any volunteers?
in the mean time.. this past weekened was strange.. i hung out with people i never do..
i met a boy named grant.. thru angie.. he is cool we talked a lot.. and sat. i went to the loop with my sister and amanda nutter....i went roller skating that night and listened to a HOOSIER old lady "punk band" if u will.. called the MISSES.. they sucke.d. went to a lameass party.. oh good times.. and i was exhausted.. sunday night i saw GUESS who with Grant. he is nice..
yesterday i sat online ALL Day i am so lame... and i talked to my internet boyfriend.. jP is beautiful.. i should move to NOrth Carolina
tonite i hung out with rob mizell.. i miss angie so freaking much.. more than u could ever know.. i also miss brigette.. and sarah jackson.. where have u been loves of my life...
chevy's is good stuff.. i love it
I miss having a real tan from the sun... :(
LOVE
i can't wait until friday ... |
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| it was cool and it was all pretend.. |
[Apr. 3rd, 2005|11:56 pm] |
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| | tired | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Gavin/Kelly DUH | ] |
i love some people.. and by some people i mean lots of people
i am going to miss my roomies.. and michelle and i can't party hard every night.. i am going to miss falling asleep and eating tots together every night watching tv.. :(
i was going to come home on friday night.. but i ende dup staying cause i was really sick fri. DAY.. so yeah then i was cgoing to come hang out in stl on sat. night but i ended up staying for a fashion show in como.. which was absolutely fabulousO ... omg.. it made me want to go buy material and make clothes.. that's always been a desire of mine.. sheesh.. but i don't have money to go buy material.. and sew clothes together.. i really want to put on a fashion show one day.. that would be SO GREAT.. anyways yeah i love fashion.. i am still glad i quit mizzou though.. because i hated it.. and i dunno i will get my foot in the door some other way.. someday... cosmetology school is going to be amazing...... i start tuesday morning bright n early... bahh
tonight i saw gavin degraw and kelly clarkson.. that was a great freaking show.. amazing.. i love them both.. i wasn't even a gavin fan.. and now im hooked.. i have to have the cd.. when i get money or a computer back so i can download it.. and kelly is beautiful and amazing ... she belts it out
Ok im done.. i miss people..
come back to me
i need to get over a boy
i need a job
i need a subleaser
i want to move to stl NOW
LOVE ME
dis was fun.. i miss them
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| another day another dollar .. |
[Mar. 29th, 2005|12:34 am] |
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| | full | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Anberlin | ] |
Easter was alright.. i wish i would have gone to my Gma's though.. but no one could come :(
so i spent it with my stepdad's family... the food was good.. i love the people.. but it wasn't Home u know ...
I love how i never update my journal.. except i am getting much better at it..
angie and sarah are totally kicking my ass at it.. that's ok though
I have been a hermit
butI am totally coming out of my shell now
TOmorrow im goign to soco to apply for more jobs.. and to hang out with jess roth.. eat with my dad at casa guallardo and maybe get me a little angie time in :)
CHeer up angie.. and focus on u r schoolING :) i miss you so much
anyways then im going to COMO to pick up my computer/tv/rest of my crap that's still there ..... i need a subleaser.. SOMEONE SUBLEASE MY APT...
SON OF A GUN!
this isn't an angry post..
i love people.. i miss people ....
I totally hart aim
my family is rad rock
My sisters: :) jessy would hate me for posting this
we should be married
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| I Just can't look... it's killing me |
[Mar. 23rd, 2005|04:14 pm] |
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| |  sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | the killers | ] |
I just don't know what to do with myself......
I'm so used to doing everything with u... planning everything for two.. and now that we're thru.. i just don't know what to do
honestly im just cranky and sad for no reason i guess.. well im sure there are reasons.. none of them worth mentioning...but ugh.. ick .. pshh grrrrrrrrr
My sister marcia is coming home tonight.. that is exciting.. i miss her
I also miss ally, michelle, emily and ashley.. SO much...
i can't wait until tomorrow night when the oc comes on.. i don't care what u say.. im in love with that show.. u all can kiss my butt ...michelle is coming over to watch it.. i am super pumped..
i am going to look for jobs tomorrow and i have to get new BRAKE pads at meineke, but they are under warranty.. that's nice.... i also have to go to beauty school and sign some papers ..
peace in the middle east good friends |
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| Where is ur boy tonight? |
[Mar. 18th, 2005|06:54 am] |
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| | okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Fall Out Boy | ] |
i couldn't sleep so i got up at like 6:30... so here i am online.. doing my thing
I have decided that some people really aren't worth the time and effort and i don't really know why i allow myself to be thrown into this rollercoaster of emotions time after time...cause honestly they are not worth it.. but i guess i became addicted... it's really a matter of stopping it.. cause i know it's happening but somehow i just let it go on each and every time... so i am really going to try not to let it...i totally put myself out there.. as if im expecting it to be different... but the horrible truth is.. it NEVER WILL BE
"hope this is the last time...cause i'd never say no to you"
"I'm ur best damn secret and ur biggest mistake."
... anyshways .. this weekend should be freaking fun.. angie's tonight and then molly's on saturday.. nick wants me to dye his hair tomorrow but i dont know if that's going to work out.. we will see...and then sunday im supposed to go see a movie with Hawaii.. that should be fabulous.. i will update on the weekend to let u know how it goes.. i am pumped
AG+JC=Love in all the wrong places
my apt. baby
myboys
lovas in love
do a little ditty
cute little pictsha
funtimes at applebees
the sex
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| AG+JC=Love in all the wrong places..... |
[Mar. 13th, 2005|03:21 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Jimmy Eat World | ] |
So much has happened since i last updated.. i am in love with angie... it's amazing haha.. i practically live at her house.. but seriously though.. i think that photo up there proves our love for one another... meanwhile.. what did i do this weekend? Friday i went to dani's house to dye her hizair.. and went to a few places and back to her house.. i fixed it ferr herr.. it looks cool .. it's like this purplish/burgundy/reddish color.. not all of it though.. and then jenn brown came over and we got ready and went to the crappy crawl.. but we only stood outside.. so that was funtimes right.. we got there right in the middle of westcott's set so everyone came out after that anyways and i hung out with some cool chicas .. angie was there of course and rob muriel.. and WSF...wanda... and sarah jackson showed up .. her hair is cute.. .. funtimes.... so we all left there and i was going to hang out with adam.. but he ditched me.. cause he is awesum like that.. so i called jenn and dani right back... they weren't that far.. so they came back to pick me up.. and we went to jeni porter's house and that was fun.. cause i danced danced with jenn all night and we went to mcdonald's and got some food for some peeps and laughed the whole way there and back.. almost... flung ice cream and signs.. and then came back and danced more.. and then i hung out with all my homies... rob killed a fish cause he is horribly mean and angie and i kissed.. hahaha and then i went back to dani's apt. with her and jenn... spent the night...
we walked to st. louis bread CO. the next morning and got some fizzle.. and it was yummy and then we went back.. i eventually left and went to the art museum .. read or tried to read my book and fell asleep in the chair inside.. it was wonderful and very relaxing.. so i met angie and followed her back to her house.. and we ate food and fell asleep watching Hollywood's 100 most wanted bodies.. that show is depressing i will tell u what.. there are too many hotties who are just blessed with great GENES... that's alright though ... so then we slept for a while.. her friend kelly came back over.. (cause they had gone to the st. patrick's parade earlier) and they got ready for the "pirate party" arrgggg.. i left .... went to ronnie's for like 10 minutes talked to adam laiben, dylan and his gf ashley.. they wanted me to go to a bar with them.. but i decided not to... i didn't really wanna drink or watch people get wasted.. so i came home....
Today i went to church, cleaned the kitchen and my bathroom...i feel pretty productive.. i cannot decide whether to drive to the loop tonite.. i know the boys are leaving.. and lots of peeps will be up there for taste of chaos.. who knows... boo ok im out.. like saur kraut .. |
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| I've Been waitin all this time for something i just can't define |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
I can't stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell...
o My God i gave my breath...before 3 whole years could end like this.. do u wanna fall apart.. i can't stop if u can't start.. well i could if u can't try to fix what i have done.. cause i hate what i've become..
SO let's make a list of who we need.. it's not much of anything..
I love the format.. i'm honestly obsessed.. woo
SO this weekend was pretty fun...
Friday.. i went to angies.. got ready to leave.. went to the crappy crawl with Sarah and ANGIe...for so they say/westcott/callico system...two other bands played.. Dead SOIL from Germany and THE warriors.. i didn't watch much of their sets... it was SO hot.. like a freaking SAuna.. in that place.. FA reall..Also the show was too long so then we went to get some food from rally's and went to jeni porter's house.. it was pretty fun i guess...we hung out til like uhmm 2 something... went got home really late and went to bed at like 4.... i woke up at 1... mikey called me.. me and angie went to the loop to sell some clothes.. we both got like 20 dolla...
So we went to Qdoba and ate and got some bubble tea too.. we were Both SO STUFFED... we went to the creepy crawl again haha.... to pick up my disposable camera from melissa and travis.. talked to them a little bit outside and went back to take showers.. we watched some Tv... America's next top model.. that show is so so bad.. and addicting.. it depresses me.. so anyways then we got all pretty .. went driving calling everyone we know.. ended up going to applebees with our homies... met nick, dave, julie, lindsey and other peeps.. and then went back to jeni porters... we stayed there til like 2.. and that was alright.. me and angie laughed a lot.. cause mikey and nick were U WANNA TOUCHing IT! to chris all night long.....they are fun..
we left got home went to bed at 3 ... adam laiben woke us up at 4 with a phone call.. and then from 4-5 am.. her alarm went off about a million times.. so i finally got up and turned it off completely since angie was too delirious to do it ... so then we woke up and i went to mass with her.. where this girl in front of us passed out....we were both freaked out.. ahhh.. so anyways then we watched some fuze at her house and i slept a little.. and took a shower.. and went to the loop ..
I met sarah and all the boys from loser's luck.. and hugged them and hung out with them a bit.. i Love and have missed them a lot.. they are amazing...they were all so dirty and smelled bad.. haha ...not that bad.. but adam shaved in the parking lot.. he is a goof..
Sarah wanted to get her lip pierced so i went with her.. it looks hot.....and mikey and nick were supposed to meet up with me.. so they finally came.. I took adam home and met them at the pageant.. and went to the Goldfinger show.. FOR FREE.. that was sweet ;) and then i left there at like 11:30 while they passed out fliers for their show on friday... but my phone was completely dead and that SUCked.. but i dealt with it.. i made it home fine... great weekend... some people need to stop being such great kissers |
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| (no subject) |
[Feb. 20th, 2005|01:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | THE FORMAT...what else? | ] |
I love columbia.. no i don't.. i hate it.. i can't wait to move to stl..It can't happen fast enough...
it sucks here..and i'm going crazy...
Plus my effing cell phone BROKE.. just out of no where.. so i'm supposed to be getting one on mon or tues..
until then my life is on hold
someone come hang out with me...
I need money
and a job
BLEH |
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| Long overdue |
[Feb. 9th, 2005|02:37 am] |
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| | anxious | ] |
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| | Bright Eyes/Azure Ray | ] |
SO yeah... i should have updated this thing like 4 years ago... maybe not that long ago.. but CHUknow what i mean... what has happened.... well let's see.. i quit mizzou and then moved most of my stuff back home......because i decided to go to cosmetology school.. which most of u know already... since u are all my friends ;) ... but then i thought i should get a job in como.. since i would just be working to fill my gas tank.. which would be pointless...so i hope i can get a full time job until april.. i hope that works out.. tomorrow im going to fill out applications and such.... meanwhile.. on my way up here tonight.. i almost died.....fearful for my life.. i drove in a blizzard.. and im not exaggerating at all.. it was a BLIZZARD....heavy snow.. i could barely see in front of my car.. needless to say i was happy to make it back... i miss my big bed and computer here.. it's really awesum... but i will be happy once i can finally start my career.. or skool u know ;)
Also .. so a lot has happened in the past week.. i got to hang out with everyone a lot.. my people.. like angie and the boys... speaking of... friday was the loser's luck going away party.. and i made them this awesum collage.. i mean i have to give mad props to myself.. it was some serious greatness.. it had pictures of them on it and all these incredible sayins and stizzle.. i dunno u would just have to see it.. i was thoroughly satisfied with it.. and well that was super fun.. and i left there at like 2:30 or something.. and stayed at sarah jackson's house.. that was nice she is so sweet... and we got up ate quiche and hashbrowns, went to the mall, spent money which i do not have, went to the dollar tree, old navy, and went back to her house to freshen up....then we went to miss nights for the local show... it was a lot of fun.. and britton and adam came so that made it even better.. i had so much fun dancin' it up with lauren and niky torpea and of course joEy o'farrel.. those girls are amazing and i love them so much.. joey is great too .. we always seem to start a dance party...just like the night before.. so i had to say goodbye to adam.. and we hugged a lot.. and i was really sad.. but then when he came to say a final goodbye.. here COME the water works.. i just couldn't control it.... i love that guy so much... i love them all.... ok so then we left there.. and went to jeri's birthday party.. the guys from so they say came... and so did britton and joey.... that was fun too.. i danced a little....played a little super mario bros and we finally left at like 4:30 am... .so we dropped joey and britton off at joey's.. and then they met us at the donut shop.. and we ate donuts from about 5-5:30... and finally we went to bed at 6 am... shoot...
sarah and i decided we were gonna say goodbye to them and send them off the next day.. so we set the alarm for 10 .. got ready and went to their house.... we helped them load up and finally went to quik trip where we said our FINAL goodbyes.. of course i balled like a baby.. but so did kate, jenna, and jill.....it was so sad.. they are amazing people .. i will miss them dearly.. but this is an incredible opportunity...i'm so proud of them
so since then i haven't done much.. except last night i went to the tivoli with my sister's marcia and jessy and we saw The House of the Flying Daggers.. that movie was kick ass... jessy and marcia had already seen it.. and they were like " u have to see this jordana." it was definitely worth the 6 dolla.....even though im broke and have no scrilla... anyways i guess i am where i began.. now im sitting at the computer having some pretty sweet conversations with people.. and mark is sending me lots of good songs by Azure Ray...thanks buddy ...
i really need to update more often
ok i'm off |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2004|10:14 pm] |
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| | Ben Harper-Bring the funk | ] |
hmm... I am snowed in right now.. it sucks..Ste. Genevieve is lame. That's right i said it....STL and festus didn't get a single snowflake.. and we have like 5 inches.. it's beautiful... but i wanted to hang out with people tonight.. that totally didn't work out at all...I also needed to get a few more gifts for people..
Let's see here.. this past weekend was amazing... I got out of my final at 5 pm ... and I PASSED ECON.. that is a miracle.. i didn't think i was going to.. man this semester was horrible.. i did reallly awesum last semester.. how lame.. meanwhile.. i left immediately and took ally with me.. met her dad at the SMOKEHOUSE... and then went to angies.. then me, angie, and phil went to pop's.. that show was pretty freakin awesum.. it reminded me of the maybe today show at miss nights.. cause almost everyone cool was there.. and i got so many hugs .. i just love everyone so effing much.. seriously .. i didn't want to leave.. then we went to Denny's on linbergh and hung out with some peeps like joey, scott, mark, and Loser's luck.. yeah i love them.. and then i stayed at angies.. she is really amazing.. we got home at like 1 .. but somehow we managed to eat lots of lasagna and stay up until 4 am....she also gave me my christmas/birthday present.. it was perfect... it's like she read my mind....
the next day i only woke up at about 1... that was nice.. and then we sat around for quite a while....got online.. because we are awesum like that... and we ate some more.. i took a shower and then went over to charlie and britton's for a bit...we drove to mark's and such....ate some jack n' the box... they showed me some video from tour... that was interesting... then i left and went to soco mall for a little bit... and finally i met adam at ronnie's ..we were gonna go to Lemp Arts to see SOMANYDYNAMOS...but we both decided we didn't want to spend money on both..
SOOOO... we saw closer.. i had been soo soo excited to see it... it was really crazy .. a good movie but messed up...friggin natalie portman is so amazing.. and well jude law.. what can i say about him.. too much.. he is beautiful.. so we left there and went to walmart.. and then we went to his house and watched two more movies... 1. some GREAT weird Al yankovich movie.. wow.... and 2. Can't Hardly Wait.. which is one of my favorites...
Sunday was a good day.. i slept and ate food during most of it... yep thats about it.. but then later that night i saw Ocean's 12 with my sister and ANGIe.. it was really good... i loved it
Monday.. i don't really remember what i did... not too much i guess.. i didnt' leave town... ohhh.. i hung out with my friend BRock who has been in the Navy.. i hadn't seen him in 2 years.. SO weird.. but at the same time.. it was like he was never gone.. we got some chinese food and reminisced.. he's hillarious... then TUESday.. i drove my sister's up to stl.. they went to union station and i went to Chesterfield mall.. my mom and i ate at the California Pizza Kitchen.. which is pretty much DELICIOUS.. so we shopped from about 4-9:30 or so... yeah i was really tired.. but i got a lot of shopping done... I also got to see BRIAN POTTS.... it was crazy.. we both knew we were gonna be there.. but still.. i was in old navy and i look up and he's standing right in front of my face.. like whoa... it was good to see him though .. even though he is psychotic.....
after that i went to Best Buy and got Dawson's Creek season 2 on DVD.. and then i met ADam at Target and Bought the OC on DVD.. wow.... THEN we went to Steak n shake.. where i ordered an awesum shake that didn't come out until he had already finished his double cheeseburger....that's just strange... then we went to COncord to watch matt kavanaugh play soccer.. good times.. after that i drove home .. only to realize i had forgotten my digi camera at Steak n SHake.. LAME O.. so i was supposed to pick it up today .. except that i am snowed in.. that's not cool at all.. hopefully they keep it there.. and don't give it away or drop it or break it .. or steal it.. that would be cool .. tomorrow... hopefully i'll get it back..i watched 2 episodes of THE OC at 3 am... and then went to bed
So today i sat around and i did a little cleaning.. but my sister and i watched 3 more episodes of the OC... i feel like it's apart of my world now.. i am probably going to dream about it tonight.. and i will also probably watch more after i get off this computer... ok so that was a long ass post.. hopefully someone will read it.. |
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[Dec. 13th, 2004|02:14 am] |
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| | Head Automatica/DAmien Rice (still) | ] |
This is going to be a short one.. cause i am so dang tired. Today was like a waste for me.. i swear .. if i don't stop staying up so late.. and sleeping and laying around all day.. man i am going to fail my exams.. i hate school.. i think everyone knows that.. so i will spare u all...Last night was so much fun... i bleached ally's hair again.. her hair just isn't taking it too well.. and i cannot figure out why.. we are actually gonna do it again.. i don't want to kill her hair though.. Then i took her to work at the library.. adn i came back here. .and my friend Steve came up. he goes to Central methodist.. he is so nice.. omg.. and he has these really blue eyes.. that look completely fake .. but they're actually not.. meanwhile, he and i.. and my roomie michelle went to see Ocean's 12, but it was sold out.. SIGH .. so instead we saw BBridget Jones DIary.. which was friggin hilarious.. i don't care what u say brian.. that movie was awesum.. i laughed so hard...and then.. we came back and watched napoleon dynamite.. wich i love.. and then we picked ally up from work at 2 .. and we all went to IHOP.. by time we got back to my place it was already like 4 .. so then we watched napoleon again.. cause ally had never seen it.. and of course we all fell asleep.....today i took ally to work again.. man she works.. i am such a waste of life.. i need a job.... and then i did nothing constructive until 6... then i had a 3 hour math review.. SHOOT Me.. so sucky.. and so cold in there.. i was all bundled up and it felt like the a/c was on... my nose was like an icicle.. so then i left there at 9 and went to eh library.. where i "studied" hahah ahr har.. or talked on the phone.. to angela for a while.. she is awesum and i can't wait to see her on friday night.. SHEESHH aaslgkj LIK WHOAAAAAAAAA... at 10:30 i went to Brady.. for a free breakfast.. Finals appreciation.. hell yes....i had pancakes and sausage.. it was yummy.. and then i came back here and watched the OC .. which was pretty much incredible.. and now i only have to wait 4 days to see the next one.. i am obsessed with that show.. gosh i have to get the first season on dvd.....if ur listening.. send some money or just send it to me for Christmas.. oh yeah :) .. so i have 2 finals this week.. Algebra on tues night.. and ECOn on Friday 4-5 pm.. LAME.. i have to raise my grade in that class.. so i had better get to studying.. i need a tutor...ok im done now.... except.. i love my friends.. they are incredible.. and just so sweet to me.. i cannot explain...........Can't take my eyes off of YOU.... call me |
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[Dec. 11th, 2004|03:43 am] |
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| | The Blower's Daughter-Damien Rice | ] |
hmm.... here i am.. doing this live journal dealy.. what was i think.. seriously.. i guess it's cause all the cool kids have it.. and i was forced to create another useless obsession. So here it is.. meanwhile.. tonight was actually such a fun nite.. i ate at Chilli's with Ally... our food took foreover to get there.. so we ate SO Many chips and salsa.. blah.. so then we went to wal mart and bought lots of crap .. and then i dyed her hair.. it is pretty sweet.. the bleach didn't work as much as i had hoped though....hmm we might do it some more.. i had to do it numerous times though.. and then we watched tv.. and i fell asleep .. she had to wake me up.. so i took her home.. visited my friend Vince .. cause i hadn't seen him in FOREVER.. and he lives less than a mile away from me.. gosh.. school sucks a butt.. i hate it.. anyways and then i remembered my friend Dustin was going to be in COMo.. so i called him and he was in jefferson commons (where i live) wow..like within 50 feet....so he came over for a bit.. and now i am sitting here.. im going to go to bed.. i dont know what im doing up right now.. i am SO Crazy...anyways, tomorrow i have to actually start studying and doing my algebra review.. i am such a procrastinator.. blah.. Free breakfast at brady SUNday night.. i am excited about that..wow i am lame.. ok it's time to crash....one more thing...brian potts is crazy... |
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